Day 14 of the self-labeled Life Re-Design and I feel like a completely different person.
I'm going to choose to be grateful for this while the other voice is saying "dude, some of these feelings and awarenesses suck!".
My physical body feels stronger and looks better. Emotionally and mentally I feel like I'm on a roller-coaster because of some of the stuff that is being discovered daily.
- Who knew that my personal financial state is independent from business(es)?
- Who knew that I was dragging yesterday's results into today?
Sure I'm the one doing the work and I really want to credit this coach because in only 14 days he has uncovered and is making quick work of what apparently has been embedded for many, many years. I stress quick work because we're certainly not laboring on it...just saying "hi, I see you, now let's go". Nice!
The best way to describe this is waking up from a drug-induced sleep and getting used to the new legs.
Intuitively, I know this is good. In many ways, I don't like this unfamiliar reality and want to go back into lalaland. Of course, that's the point, huh?
Bottom line: I feel more alive and true in the midst of chaos. There are options on the table that I used to believe were non-negotiable AND I'm learning what I TRULY would do "whatever it takes" for.
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